Abandon(ed) Hope [kobe x kwabena]
Shittiest two weeks ever hahaha.
Barely any sleep, no team effort, no team, no love at all. Cloudy minds and empty hearts. The anger isn’t red anymore but it’s a dull bleeding black, slowly ebbing and pulsing inside. Occasionally it hits a sea of emotion and coalesces into a dense regret and realization that my moment is over and that nothing gold can stay. Live fast, die young. One of us lied but it wasn’t either of us and no words were said. “Use your words”, they said.
Was it nice putting your arms around her? Look me in the eyes man, tell me the truth - we’re brothers, aren’t we? Shall I tell you how she feels about you, how you could be something more? Shall I tell you how I’ve never been her heatseeker? Do you know what it’s like to get hope at the bottom of a hellish pit when no man knows what to make of you? Could you walk two worlds, never black, never white, but always the illegitimate love child of A Mad King’s mind? Could you walk alone?
For me, there is no choice.